I used the phrase 'healing meditation' very loosely as I was trying to be concise - it wasn't a structured meditation as such, it was just me slipping into a meditative state with the intention of directly addressing my guardian angel & asking for help with healing a number of specific health issues. Oddly, the illness I have makes it easier in general to just slip into a meditative state as I have very little energy at certain points in the day, which equates to low brain energy and a quiet mind. So there was no specific meditation as such. I've just been reading & listening to so many NDEs & similar experiences, and a number of the people who had them say that our guardian angels will help us with pretty much anything but we have to clearly ask. So I just decided to ask! I'd had some success with self directed psycotherapy by asking what I call my 'unconscious self' why I did certain things or where some reactions or internal rules come from then sitting back and waiting for a response, then attempting to reprogram my thinking. Sometimes nothing came immediately but usually there was an answer of some sort in the following 24 hours. So I just expanded on that but with the intention of being in a meditative state & asking guardian angels for help.
The vibration is hard to describe without sounding like I'm exaggerating. I'm used to feeling vibrations in various parts of my body, often in meditation, sometimes as a communication, usually fairly briefly. Nothing I've ever experienced before even approached the power of this vibration. At no point was it inside my body (as everything I'd experienced before had been) but I could feel it just the same, like waves bouncing off me; almost like an earthquake but surrounding my body in a cocoon of energy. I was thinking about it afterwards and the image of a NASA rocket ship came to mind, sitting on the launching pad with the engines rumbling louder and louder before take off. That restrained but escalating power was what made me think I was about to be suddenly propelled out of my body, like an explosion. But I stayed in my body surrounded by this extraordinary, vibrating energy that stopped abruptly when the vision finished. I lay there for a while afterwards, wondering about what had happened and what it meant but otherwise was my normal self. Obviously, the vibration wasn't actually as strong as rocket ship engines but the sense of pent up, potentially explosive power was absolutely there. I think it was way too powerful for my body to be able to cope with if it had actually entered my body.
I have to post this now as I've had a couple of hours worth of unexpected interruptions but will come back to respond to the rest of your reply.
Thank you again Giulia
