The post between you and me is made public,so anyone can read it aware of all the things I´ve been going through by now.You know what keeps me alive.Everyone can look through my ADC story from the 26th of June 2014.
I´ll never stop writing the poems dedicated to my beloved Jan.It´s like a life-giving sap I can´t live without...like a bridge on the other side where I can talk to...a pray between me and him side by side going on...
He´s like an angel protecting me from above,waiting for me to come and finally being as one again till eternity.
My pain is something I have to learn living with.I was working all months for 120% to do not think about myself so much but I couldn´t go on,so I lay at home weak as a fly to have a rest for 2 weeks at least.I had to slow down.
I´m very lonely and sad staying at home,hoping I come back to work soon.You know I like you very much as a close friend and kind person too.Thank you for a nice message!