I’ve written about my ADCs on this board. I’ve had very little responses or feedback. Quite discouraging. All I was really looking for is for someone to say, “that’s really neat.” But after reading several posts on this board, I conclude that people are looking for beliefs about various phenomena that will satisfy them. Whether they ever get that satisfaction while alive, or not, is unknown.
Probably people are reading my ADCs and are wondering whether I really had the experience, maybe that’s why they don’t say much. But I get more of the impression that they’re thinking “what does it all mean?”
I grew up a Christian, and I’ve always prayed to Jesus and God, and I still do. Besides the few experiences that I’ve written about on this board, I’ve also had miracles and visions from God, Jesus, and Angels, as well as receiving information from deceased relatives.
I really all just assumed it was a blessing or a gift from God, and didn’t spend much time questioning my experiences. I quickly learned that your typical Christian going to a typical Christian church, will tell you that the ADCs are evil spirits. But I’ve always prayed that God will remove all bad, evil or mischievous spirits, and he always has. I’ve only received helpful information and love from my deceased family members. I have no reason to think there are any evil spirits around me, but I am still diligent about that.
The experiences that made me question my experiences at all, was that about 1.5 years ago, a deceased love of mine came back and has stayed. That is, he’s with me every day, and still is.
At first, this threw me for a loop. I wondered how God could allow this. Where is this covered in the Bible. I prayed and prayed about it, and the only responses I got was “things will be okay.” Whenever I’ve received that message before, when praying about a situation, it turned out that things were okay in the end.
But of course, this is a more unusual experience, so my faith wasn’t as strong as it previously was. Mostly what I was asking was would I go to hell for this daily spirit contact, and I just got “things will be okay.” So i guess, when I die, I’ll find out if things are okay, or whether they have a hot room for me in a hot hotel.
I still pray to God and Jesus all the time. I even get answers sometimes.
I did read a lot of Bible related stuff and spiritual stuff, and books from mediums, a man whose had OBEs, etc., and I’ve realized that with the little time I have to devote to this subject, I’m not going to get my answers before I die. Besides all the information I’ve studied, including the Bible, is incomplete, in my opinion. So why bang your head against the wall? It feels good when you stop.
Meanwhile my lost-love spirit gives me ADCs every day. I get ADCs from other relatives occasionally too. More than one person has told me I have abilities like a medium, but I get no information for anyone else, and I have no desire too. And I have no desire to develop my medium abilities.
All I’ve concluded after reading so much stuff, is that I am going to continue to cling to God and Jesus in prayer, and hope for the best outcomes. And I think in the end, hoping for the best outcomes, is all anyone can do, before they finally enter the Afterlife on a more permanent basis, and hopefully, learn more truths.