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Romy NDE

Post by Garry » Wed Mar 12, 2014 6:36 am

Romy NDE 7153 at NDERF

I was in a car, with my family, on a trip in India, when suddenly there was a commotion- there was a sound of the car going off road, and I could see both my brothers, the one who was sitting in the back and the one in the front, jumping and trying to catch the wheel.  The car was tumbling down the mountain. 

The circumstances in the car were in the back of my awareness.  In the front of my awareness, I heard a masculine, comforting voice say several times slowly “It is all ok”.  Part of the meaning of this in Hebrew is “everything is in order”.  Surprisingly, I was experiencing absolute peace and I felt no fear.  As the car was tumbling down the mountain, turning and bumping against the hard surfaces, the voice calmly said “Roll with it”, as if it was just a movement exercise.

Feeling absolute peace, I let myself roll.  The voice came as if from inside of my head but at the same time It wasn’t “me”. It was very comforting, stable and strong.   I did not recognize the voice but I connected to it very deeply, and knew I could trust it with all my heart.  As I was “rolling” with every tumble I suddenly wasn’t in the car anymore.

I experienced complete trust. 

I was surrounded with space, as I saw my whole life unfolding.   

I was watching millions of the pictures of my life’s events, like a movie broken down into picture frames.  All the little deeds, thoughts and moments upon moments, even the ones I forgot ever happened-they were there .  It was such a fascinating sight.  The most curious thing was that the pictures were not connected to one another- they had a gap between them that looked like a string of light.  It looked like they were threaded on this string of light. 

My main feelings were equanimity, awe and curiosity.  There was a strong quality of inquiry and inquisitiveness as I was examining everything.  Every time a question came to me, the answer was immediately revealed.

This unfolding of pictures and gaps developed and progressed continuously,  presenting a constant delicate consequential  line in perfect order, a chain of events, yet somehow they were all happening at once.  The past the present and the future were all happening at once.  It was inspiring to witness the order and sense that all these little pictures seemed to have in “the big picture”.  I felt a lot of compassion.  I was all forgiven.  In fact there was nothing to forgive. 

I could see that my life had “perfect order” to it.  In some way it was like watching a mathematical equation or sum that makes perfect sense- such event and such event create this kind of result.  It was a simple portrayal of natural cause and effect with a gentle understanding.  There was no judgment, only innocence. 

As I was watching this linear unfolding of pictures, I realized that just by looking and focusing on a specific picture, “zooming in” on it,  I could also ”enter” that scene and than come back out of it, “zoom out”  and return to my place of observation. I looked back at my childhood.  I could enter pictures there. 

From each picture, moment or thought, there was always the possibility to access that light that separated between it and the next picture.  

I could also see all the thoughts I had all my life.  Their “pictures” were as strong as the pictures that depicted action or words.  I was amazed to see that our thoughts are that strong, so real.  It looks like they were also threaded on a string of light. 

I realized that everything that happened to me and every single thought I had created an imprint.  Also, every single event or thought influenced my life and the lives of those around me.  Every feeling, every intention, every time I was aware of the light and gap between the pictures- everything counted.   

 As I looked, I felt very peaceful.  I could see how the last moment of my life was a result of everything that had ever happened to me before. 

 I could see my life was a perfect manifestation of  just what it was, who I was.  There was complete acceptance, even of those moments that I remembered as less pleasant.  My life, all our lives were threaded with this light that filled the gap between each picture.  In the moments that we are open to it, we connect with it.  It is that simple.  It is there always. 

The last moment or picture of my life was myself, rolling down the mountain in a car, with my mother, my brothers and the driver.  I was suddenly inside that picture again.  I could see how we are all connected.  I was connected to every body in a multi faceted light web, a DNA –like hologram, that was in perfect order.  Everything connected to everything with delicate threads of light that were the gaps between each moment.  It showed my connection to other people, other souls, other incidents, moments past future and present. There was complete order  and complete acceptance of everything.  Than, there were no more pictures, but a strong sense of motion forwards. 

I now was continuing onwards , I felt that I was leaping forward.

There was nothing around me.  There was only space.  I tried to understand where I was.

I felt very clear in my mind.  I also felt happy and light.   

I was in another realm.  Somehow I was still alive but I didn’t have my body. 


I know for a fact that I am, that I exist. 

I sensed that I had left my body.

I reflected upon the last picture I saw in my thread of life, of myself inside the car that was rolling down a mountain, and concluded it must have been the last moment of my life in a fatal car accident.

I now realized and understood that there was life after death- I have died and left my body yet I still exist.  I tried to understand where I was.  I was in a transition.  All I could notice different from before, besides not having a body, was that the air or the space was of a different consistency and shade, slightly. 

 I reflected on how this whole transition between life and death, is very smooth and calm. It became clear to me that death is the continuation of life, and not the opposite of it.

It was ongoing. I felt vibrant like a child, very curious to see what was next, looking at everything with new eyes.  

Next, I felt myself emerging out of a vacuum-like blackness.  I had immense speed.  I had no body but my spirit had eyes.  Around me was a scenery like earth, I thought.  There were trees and rocks, we were on a mountain side.  I say ‘we’ because after travelling for a while swiftly through this scenery, I could see myself, my body sitting on the mountain’s edge.  I was leaning forward towards the abyss.  I joined my body to see what was going on, and found myself looking at this immense light.   

It was amazing.  I recognized the light from meditation experiences I had, moments of insight, spiritual experiences, strong  experiences of unconditional love, actually I realized this light was threaded inside every moment of my life and I have always, always known it and had access to it.   I felt deep intimacy and powerful love, a great surrender, relief and joy. .  From what I have seen our lives were threaded with this light, that fills the gap between each moment.  At each moment, every situation, every thought, the light is always available to us.  If we’re aware that it’s there we can remind ourselves to call on it.  To connect to it. 

I was now sitting near this light, near the source of it.   I had never felt it so strongly.  It was everything.  Everything I have ever needed, everything I need or everything I might ever need in the future.  Everything was in this light.  It was warm.  It had an immense healing and nourishing quality to it. It was pure, immense, powerful unconditional Love.  I knew I could trust this light. 

I was kneeling in front of this light.  All I could feel was a great yearning to be part of it.   

I was aware of being presented with a choice.  With gratitude I decide that I must emerge with this light.  I know that I do not want to choose anything different.   

I smiled a big smile and jumped.  For one eternal moment, I was one with it. 


The next moment I saw my body lying down on the ground and felt I was ‘entering’ it.  I came back to life.  I understood that somehow I’m back in life.  I felt quite surprised since I didn't think I made that choice.

The first thing I realized  was that I cannot breath.  The voice that was with me at the beginning of my experience came again and said "contract your diaphragm".  I did forcefully and that's how I started to breath.   Than I began to feel my senses- there was a terrible ease in my mouth (of dirt?), and a horrible smell in the air, that was filled with gasoline and smoke.  For the next hour, many interesting things happened.  I think that because of the NDE, a  different window of perception has suddenly opened in my awareness.  It was as if that window took some time to close.  For a while, even though I was back “here” in my body, I could get glimpses from that “other” realm. 

I can in all honesty say that my NDE was the most powerful, insightful and joyous experience I had ever had. 



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Post by Dina » Fri Mar 21, 2014 6:10 pm

Dear Romy

Thanks you for sharing your beautiful NDE, and I would say broad and deep.

I suppose the voice told you: "ha-kol be-seder"

It is one more proof that consciousness is All and the world is just a part of it.

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Post by Jem7 » Mon Mar 24, 2014 4:17 am

It is interesting how she talks about slices of light (in between the frames of our lived) that are always available to us. The sacred place between thoughts is a theme that goes back a long ways in Eastern philosophy, right?

It was written, "You must be as children to enter the kingdom of heaven"

Maybe that is the sacred place without worry and excessive thinking? Kids (usually, ideally) let the grown-ups do the worrying for them.

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Re: Romy NDE

Post by CathyK » Thu Mar 27, 2014 7:57 pm

Jem
"slices of light" caught my interest when I read that NDE. Quantum physics show that "Time" comes in indivisible 'slices' . Physicists believe that the minute 'gap' between each slice of time indicates, or enables, the moment of division where each event becomes another possibility. This the basis of the theory of multiple Universes where uncountable duplicates of each one of us is experiencing every possible alternative of every single event, every single micro-second. Mind boggling!

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Post by Jem7 » Mon Mar 31, 2014 1:56 pm

Rolling down a mountainside is not my definition of having a good day.

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Post by StevieRay » Thu Oct 08, 2015 5:55 pm

Wonderful story. Just curious: Some of the text is bolded. Did the writer do that or an editor in order to highlight certain phrases?

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Post by LifeReview » Thu Oct 08, 2015 6:08 pm

The original was probably without highlighting, but highlighting was added to make it more fun to read.

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Post by Lynn1875 » Wed Jul 20, 2016 7:59 am

Another love for Romy's account, also drawn to her "string of light" --
I could also see all the thoughts I had all my life. … pictures were not connected to one another … gaps between each moment that looked like a string of light. It looked like they were threaded on this string of light … Everything connected to everything with delicate threads of light. … It showed my connection to other people, other souls, other incidents, moments past future and present.

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