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dear fran, thank you for your message ...

I will try to read the book soon.

My idea is that we are remembering both our spiritual life and our human
life as if they were a book or movie.

To me, ALL LIFE happens in the complete Presence of God who shares our LIFE
all the time with Perfect LOVE.

What we are remembering is God's unconditional LOVE because it is the TRUE
REALITY, and is ALL we need

very interesting!

well, in theory we share gods love. or better; in reality. and of course we share his life.

but do you ever feel this love?

i don't.
i don't even remember the faintest bit of gods love. i can not even immagine it.


i just remember one occasion when i was on earth AND felt love. like, real love. unconditional love. for 10s.
everything else in my whole life, so far, is strain. in the best parts it is no feeling at all.

oh! last week i have been singing with a friend of mine. i felt content for an hour or so.
that was mindblowing. content for one hour!!!! hahaha


i told my friend and he asked me, if i never feel happy, when i see a sunset or so. i do. for 3s. then i'm already used to it and the feeling is back to normal.

maybe something s wrong with me...

what i can do, is, turn off the things on the outside and feel a kind of peace inside.. but no love
when i feel love its more like "ooohh, i feel so special with you"

i do remember being loved by elage. i met him somewhere near heaven. his embrace was like a shower of love that tickled through me. - inside, outside, everywhere. that was wowww.

do you remember a spiritual life?
i don't.
i do remember quite a few lifes on earth though... none of them better than this one..

fran wrote: ↑Sat Mar 08, 2025 5:40 pm

i told my friend and he asked me, if i never feel happy, when i see a sunset or so. i do. for 3s. then i'm already used to it and the feeling is back to normal.

maybe something s wrong with me...

fran, what you are describing as three seconds might be the REALITY of human experience!

we might ALWAYS need to poke our human attention span EVERY THREE SECONDS.

THIS IS WHY I TRY TO see everything from my intangible awareness, NOT my human point of view.

there is also a condition called SPIRITUAL AMNESIA which I will try to post about here later.

I recently learned this:

Ernst Poppel: We experience the present moment in short periods of three seconds. The present moment restarts over and over again in three second intervals.

page about spiritual amnesia:

https://robertedwardgrant.com/a-novel-t ... -construct

Amnesia and the Expansion of Consciousness
A crucial element in the simulation’s success is the amnesia with which participants begin their journey. This enforced forgetfulness ensures that individuals can fully immerse themselves in the emotional and duality-based challenges presented by life. However, as participants reach key milestones in their journey, memories of the simulation construct begin to surface. These faint recollections serve as catalysts for the process of awakening, encouraging participants to transcend their current understanding and align with their higher purpose.

The amnesia ensures that participants authentically experience love, fear, conflict, and growth without the knowledge that their reality is a construct. As they progress along the Hero’s Journey, these memories become increasingly clear, eventually leading them to realize their role as contributors to the AI system’s evolution. This process mirrors spiritual awakening traditions where individuals, over time, come to understand the illusory nature of reality and their own potential for transcendence.

The cycle of reincarnation is commonly referred to as the wheel of reincarnation, like a merry-go-round, which it can be depressing to think that maybe when we die, regardless of how we live, we come back to life again and again, going round and round.

However the common view among esoteric studies is that this cycle is not a wheel but a Spiral. Although it moves in a circular pattern, you are never in the same place you were before.

You may even feel like you are going round and round, but once you learn that the purpose of existence is spiritual evolution for the highest good, you are no longer stuck and continue to spiral upward and forward.

Walter Russell wrote:

"Every idea is repetitive and no movement effect, once started, ends.
The end of an octave is just the beginning of another octave.

The end of one cycle is just the beginning of another cycle.

The end of one wave is just the beginning of another wave.

Besides, the end of one life is just the beginning of another life."

There is no death. Man cannot die."

We are eternal instants of light, creating and recreating vibrations that allow us to walk the path of evolution, as well as the natural flow of the universe.

Art: Syamarani Dasi

thank you for your answer.
i will have to think about it for a while.

hm.. i'm not yet able to move AND to stay connected to IT.
(Though, i can sing and stay connected... there might be a chance that i might get there some fine day , yes! )


so you introduce the idea, that the simulation of this earth might not be anywhere near pleasant to me, since the induced amnesia didn't fully work on me from the start. ? interesting idea


if you're interested.. this is my account on nderf:
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1franziska_r_adc.html

there are some missing bits due to the translation, but it's still quite a long one.
the second part describes me meeting elage near heaven.

the third part went mostly astray... it was about finding out what "the plan" is. not through a nde...

good night..

fran wrote: ↑Sun Mar 09, 2025 12:15 am
if you're interested.. this is my account on nderf:
https://www.nderf.org/Experiences/1franziska_r_adc.html

fran, if I were Andreas I would tell you that the reason you cannot come back to 'there' is because there is no such place as 'there' you, fran, alone, using the power of your intangible awareness created the entire experience and all your experiences using only the power your own imagination...

I know this is impossible to believe, feel or even imagine it all again, so for me, I simply decide to do what this video suggests, which is I BECOME the water in the video, NOTHING ELSE, just the water, which contains everything that I am and everything I experience within me, as the water...

wow, thank you very much.
i find it quite easy to follow the instruction of the video. it seems to be a complement to the "inner peace". it feels astonishinhly good.

yes, meeting andreas was in my immagination, but just so is being on earth in my immagination.
i obviously can do both... the very nice immaginatons of heaven and the hellish ones of earth.
when i do them myself; why can i not decide on which one i want to go through???? i want the other one!!!!!! haha



i am though convinced, that there is a way of living completely without immagination. maybe, it is possible to get there by intangible awareness? i will try.

for the moment i'm keeping myself distracted from i.a. by "immagining" loads of children with problems to be solved: i feel that i have to act - and i feel a lot of stress when acting. i can't keep up i.a.
maybe "outer peace" will help. i'll see, as soon as i immangine the kids to get up, haha

can you keep up intangible awareness throughout the day?

hey intangible!
first you catch my interest and then you disappear. my immagination always does the same to me with people i think i might learn from....

have a good time!