Jennanne's First NDE/OBE
Posted: Sun Jul 21, 2024 6:52 pm
I was at a point where I realized my life was not in a good place. I was fed up and angry at myself for making un-beneficial choices. Driving to work one morning while feeling this intense anger, I said to myself, "I'm not going to live this way anymore." Disgust welled up inside of me, and out of the blue, I burst into a deeply passionate prayer demanding change.
I prayed aloud, fiercely saying, “God, you get down here, now, and fix my life or take me home. I have screwed it up, and I can't fix it. I'm done!” I didn't ask G-d to fix my life. I told him to fix it. Little did I know how quickly the divine would respond.
I arrived at work and routinely continued with my day. I had even forgotten all about my morning hissy-fit prayer. Around lunchtime, I decided to go to the bank. Driving there, not three hours after my passionate prayer, a vision began to unfold like a movie in my mind's eye.
It all happened so fast. I saw a white car coming toward me and hit me head-on. I thought, What a strange vision!
Just as the vision faded away, I looked ahead and actually saw a white car coming toward me. It crossed the yellow line.
I knew it was going to hit me head-on. In a second's time, I recall thinking three things simultaneously: Oh, no! This isn't what I meant… Ah, sh*t, this is gonna hurt…and well, I guess my prayer's been answered.
In that moment, I was positive Source Creator chose to take my life rather than fix it. Then, I panicked and thought, No, I can't leave my son behind! My son was the only thing I wanted to live for. Yet, at the same time, I knew whatever was happening was sealed.
I was then drawn to look upward to my left. I saw a huge, brilliant light being descending toward me at hyper speed. I knew this being was Archangel Michael.
Michael's energy force pull me out of my body - and my car. Floating in a vortex of cloud-like, dark, silent space, I could only see a trail of light emanating from Michael's path ahead of me. I was magnetically connected to it. I gently glided upward behind Michael, having no movement or control of my own. I then heard the cars crash behind me. I instantly realized Michael had taken me out of my body long before the crash even took place. I knew the body I left behind felt the impact of the hit, but I felt nothing but perfection.
When I began to turn my head to look at the crash scene, Michael halted me and kept my gaze on him instead. I felt I didn't need to see the crash. At that moment, I realized I was no longer alive on Earth. I felt a heaviness move through me when I realized I had left my son behind. I thought, No, I can't die. I can't leave him. Michael then reminded me of the day my son had been electrocuted and that he is always watched over. Understanding that Michael was one of the three angels that had visited my son, I thought, Okay, then. I'm ready to go.
I looked forward into Michael's trail of light with awe and was bathed in the illumination. As we went higher, a whitish haze began to appear all around me. It was so silent, peaceful, pure, and complete. There was no emotion, thought, or separation. Telepathic knowing took the place of spoken language, and I was unified with everything, everywhere, completely immersed in love.
As I gazed at Michael ahead of me, the light trail began to expand, and I merged deeper into it. Then I began to hear a faint, angelic, divine sound. It wasn't music, yet it was the most magical symphony of immaculate sound. I remembered knowing that sound. Then, the white haze became thicker, and we picked up speed. As we began to lean toward the right, I saw a piercing, brilliant white light beginning to engulf everything. The bright light exploded as we entered it.
I was then standing inside a whitish space in front of an entryway. Archangel Michael was to my left, and Archangel Gabriel was to my right. Neither, by the way, were human-like, nor were they male or female. They were just illuminated beings, both masculine and feminine.
I knew them well, and they knew me perfectly. I sensed this was not the first time we had been together. Michael and Gabriel knew everything about my being, as evidenced when we then exchanged telepathic conversation.
While I don't recall what the angels said to me, I do recall what I said to them. They must have told me I would be going back to Earth because I remember my adamant disagreement stating, “You can’t do that! You can’t bring people here and then send them back to that! It’s just not right!”
Then they both spoke something to me, and whatever they said led me to look ahead, into the entryway. The entry was dark. As I slightly recalled humans being afraid of the dark, I thought, Um, that's pretty dark in there, and questioned if they were going to send me in there.
I curiously peered into the void of nothingness. Then, I and the entire space felt something compelling coming forth. I began to feel the space itself morphing into ‘something’. It sounded and moved like gentle water, approaching. Then the waves began to shape into an illuminated, fluid-Being.
As the being approached the entryway where I stood, I, and everything became silent, glowing, and awe-filled. I knew this being was All perfection, Creator, God, the Holy Spirit, The Father, Source of ALL things ever Created, and it held the existence of ALL beings and things, within its existence. I then understood why ‘its’ entryway looked dark. The light inside was so bright and blinding, it appeared black, just like when we look at the sun and everything turns black afterward. My human-defined perception of darkness was erased from me.
I recalled I had been with Creator before, and knew of its ever-changing omnipresence, and how Creator manifests its existence in endless ways. At that point, I was directed to refer to this Being appropriately; The Nameless ”Source" and not the name “God," and I understood why… the word “God,” was defiled by humankind, manifesting separateness from Creator, Source All.
I was overcome with its indescribable awe, opened my arms wide, kneeled, and bowed before Creator, in pure unadulterated honor. Source sent through me, what I can only describe as a loving smile, and spoke, "Nay. Stand, stand. All are equal.” Simultaneously, Source lifted me up into an upright standing position, directly facing its presence. I say, ‘It’ instead of he or she, because I knew referring to Source as a human, male, female, or a name, degrades and adulterates Creator’s awe and divine perfection.
My communication with Source, Michael, and Gabreil was what we define as telepathic, but that doesn’t even describe the all-encompassing knowing the fullest. While communication with Michael and Gabriel felt more physical, the communication with Creator was a more easily accessible ‘divine language’ - my whole being was one with Creators language and my Soul knew and understood everything.
I recalled Creator, this indescribable magnificent Being, had dealt with me before at this very entryway, yet in a different way. I knew everything and also nothing at the same time. I, of course, was no longer feisty. Now, I expressed my desire to stay in the afterlife, in sacred awe, as love, to which there are no words or definitions to describe.
Upon my request to stay with them, with Source’s fluid presence began to move closer toward me. As it did, slow motion took hold, and I began to sense a waters wave of a spinning motion, encircle me. There was a deafening silence, yet, I could hear the heavenly music, echoing everywhere, and within me. Source then spoke through me and filled me up with only what I could call, the mystery of wisdom. Source stretched out what could only be described in human terms as illuminated arms, and in a timeless moment of being bathed in love, I thought, Oh, good, Creator is going to hug me and let me stay.
I watched in awe, as Creator’s illuminated waters, reached toward my chest. Then, a brilliant, blinding flash of light exploded, and I flung backward, stretching out my arms, saying, “No!"
I was then being enveloped in a white, hazy cloud. At first, I thought Creator sent me to another place in the afterlife because I still felt I was a Spirit body. I then realized I was sitting inside my vehicle, and the white haze was simply the contents of my car's airbag.
Still not believing Source sent me back, I began to question whether I was alive or dead. I felt like I was dead, or at least, a Spirit, still floating in heaven. I thought maybe Creator sent me back as a spirit guide, and I was just invisibly hovering in the car. I could still feel Archangel Michael nearby helping me ground and understand, so I just waited. Then, when a friend stopped to help me get out of my car, I knew I was back in the body. I sat there for a few moments just shaking my head, completely stunned they had sent me back. But, I felt so perfect and couldn't give thought to anything less than that.
Michael then sent his wisdom through me. I knew right then, I, nor my life would ever be the same. And it wasn’t.
As time passed, I began to recognize an endless trail of mysterious changes to my intelligence, extra-sensory abilities, and personality. Everything changed. I had a knack for understanding the divine language in everything, which compelled me to write 9 books on empowering spirituality.
Creator did take me home AND fix my life. I beyond grateful my sassy prayer was answered. Each day, I am reminded of my precious, divine reunion with Creator, Michael, and Gabreil and that we have nothing to be worried about, by a scar imprinted on my forearm. It is in the shape of Archangel Michael, flying upward, bringing me into the light, exactly as I experienced.
19 years later, again, on May 14th, 2024, I experienced a ‘triple’ ND/OOB experience where my heart stopped three times via lightning charges, visiting the 6th heaven, Saturn.
I prayed aloud, fiercely saying, “God, you get down here, now, and fix my life or take me home. I have screwed it up, and I can't fix it. I'm done!” I didn't ask G-d to fix my life. I told him to fix it. Little did I know how quickly the divine would respond.
I arrived at work and routinely continued with my day. I had even forgotten all about my morning hissy-fit prayer. Around lunchtime, I decided to go to the bank. Driving there, not three hours after my passionate prayer, a vision began to unfold like a movie in my mind's eye.
It all happened so fast. I saw a white car coming toward me and hit me head-on. I thought, What a strange vision!
Just as the vision faded away, I looked ahead and actually saw a white car coming toward me. It crossed the yellow line.
I knew it was going to hit me head-on. In a second's time, I recall thinking three things simultaneously: Oh, no! This isn't what I meant… Ah, sh*t, this is gonna hurt…and well, I guess my prayer's been answered.
In that moment, I was positive Source Creator chose to take my life rather than fix it. Then, I panicked and thought, No, I can't leave my son behind! My son was the only thing I wanted to live for. Yet, at the same time, I knew whatever was happening was sealed.
I was then drawn to look upward to my left. I saw a huge, brilliant light being descending toward me at hyper speed. I knew this being was Archangel Michael.
Michael's energy force pull me out of my body - and my car. Floating in a vortex of cloud-like, dark, silent space, I could only see a trail of light emanating from Michael's path ahead of me. I was magnetically connected to it. I gently glided upward behind Michael, having no movement or control of my own. I then heard the cars crash behind me. I instantly realized Michael had taken me out of my body long before the crash even took place. I knew the body I left behind felt the impact of the hit, but I felt nothing but perfection.
When I began to turn my head to look at the crash scene, Michael halted me and kept my gaze on him instead. I felt I didn't need to see the crash. At that moment, I realized I was no longer alive on Earth. I felt a heaviness move through me when I realized I had left my son behind. I thought, No, I can't die. I can't leave him. Michael then reminded me of the day my son had been electrocuted and that he is always watched over. Understanding that Michael was one of the three angels that had visited my son, I thought, Okay, then. I'm ready to go.
I looked forward into Michael's trail of light with awe and was bathed in the illumination. As we went higher, a whitish haze began to appear all around me. It was so silent, peaceful, pure, and complete. There was no emotion, thought, or separation. Telepathic knowing took the place of spoken language, and I was unified with everything, everywhere, completely immersed in love.
As I gazed at Michael ahead of me, the light trail began to expand, and I merged deeper into it. Then I began to hear a faint, angelic, divine sound. It wasn't music, yet it was the most magical symphony of immaculate sound. I remembered knowing that sound. Then, the white haze became thicker, and we picked up speed. As we began to lean toward the right, I saw a piercing, brilliant white light beginning to engulf everything. The bright light exploded as we entered it.
I was then standing inside a whitish space in front of an entryway. Archangel Michael was to my left, and Archangel Gabriel was to my right. Neither, by the way, were human-like, nor were they male or female. They were just illuminated beings, both masculine and feminine.
I knew them well, and they knew me perfectly. I sensed this was not the first time we had been together. Michael and Gabriel knew everything about my being, as evidenced when we then exchanged telepathic conversation.
While I don't recall what the angels said to me, I do recall what I said to them. They must have told me I would be going back to Earth because I remember my adamant disagreement stating, “You can’t do that! You can’t bring people here and then send them back to that! It’s just not right!”
Then they both spoke something to me, and whatever they said led me to look ahead, into the entryway. The entry was dark. As I slightly recalled humans being afraid of the dark, I thought, Um, that's pretty dark in there, and questioned if they were going to send me in there.
I curiously peered into the void of nothingness. Then, I and the entire space felt something compelling coming forth. I began to feel the space itself morphing into ‘something’. It sounded and moved like gentle water, approaching. Then the waves began to shape into an illuminated, fluid-Being.
As the being approached the entryway where I stood, I, and everything became silent, glowing, and awe-filled. I knew this being was All perfection, Creator, God, the Holy Spirit, The Father, Source of ALL things ever Created, and it held the existence of ALL beings and things, within its existence. I then understood why ‘its’ entryway looked dark. The light inside was so bright and blinding, it appeared black, just like when we look at the sun and everything turns black afterward. My human-defined perception of darkness was erased from me.
I recalled I had been with Creator before, and knew of its ever-changing omnipresence, and how Creator manifests its existence in endless ways. At that point, I was directed to refer to this Being appropriately; The Nameless ”Source" and not the name “God," and I understood why… the word “God,” was defiled by humankind, manifesting separateness from Creator, Source All.
I was overcome with its indescribable awe, opened my arms wide, kneeled, and bowed before Creator, in pure unadulterated honor. Source sent through me, what I can only describe as a loving smile, and spoke, "Nay. Stand, stand. All are equal.” Simultaneously, Source lifted me up into an upright standing position, directly facing its presence. I say, ‘It’ instead of he or she, because I knew referring to Source as a human, male, female, or a name, degrades and adulterates Creator’s awe and divine perfection.
My communication with Source, Michael, and Gabreil was what we define as telepathic, but that doesn’t even describe the all-encompassing knowing the fullest. While communication with Michael and Gabriel felt more physical, the communication with Creator was a more easily accessible ‘divine language’ - my whole being was one with Creators language and my Soul knew and understood everything.
I recalled Creator, this indescribable magnificent Being, had dealt with me before at this very entryway, yet in a different way. I knew everything and also nothing at the same time. I, of course, was no longer feisty. Now, I expressed my desire to stay in the afterlife, in sacred awe, as love, to which there are no words or definitions to describe.
Upon my request to stay with them, with Source’s fluid presence began to move closer toward me. As it did, slow motion took hold, and I began to sense a waters wave of a spinning motion, encircle me. There was a deafening silence, yet, I could hear the heavenly music, echoing everywhere, and within me. Source then spoke through me and filled me up with only what I could call, the mystery of wisdom. Source stretched out what could only be described in human terms as illuminated arms, and in a timeless moment of being bathed in love, I thought, Oh, good, Creator is going to hug me and let me stay.
I watched in awe, as Creator’s illuminated waters, reached toward my chest. Then, a brilliant, blinding flash of light exploded, and I flung backward, stretching out my arms, saying, “No!"
I was then being enveloped in a white, hazy cloud. At first, I thought Creator sent me to another place in the afterlife because I still felt I was a Spirit body. I then realized I was sitting inside my vehicle, and the white haze was simply the contents of my car's airbag.
Still not believing Source sent me back, I began to question whether I was alive or dead. I felt like I was dead, or at least, a Spirit, still floating in heaven. I thought maybe Creator sent me back as a spirit guide, and I was just invisibly hovering in the car. I could still feel Archangel Michael nearby helping me ground and understand, so I just waited. Then, when a friend stopped to help me get out of my car, I knew I was back in the body. I sat there for a few moments just shaking my head, completely stunned they had sent me back. But, I felt so perfect and couldn't give thought to anything less than that.
Michael then sent his wisdom through me. I knew right then, I, nor my life would ever be the same. And it wasn’t.
As time passed, I began to recognize an endless trail of mysterious changes to my intelligence, extra-sensory abilities, and personality. Everything changed. I had a knack for understanding the divine language in everything, which compelled me to write 9 books on empowering spirituality.
Creator did take me home AND fix my life. I beyond grateful my sassy prayer was answered. Each day, I am reminded of my precious, divine reunion with Creator, Michael, and Gabreil and that we have nothing to be worried about, by a scar imprinted on my forearm. It is in the shape of Archangel Michael, flying upward, bringing me into the light, exactly as I experienced.
19 years later, again, on May 14th, 2024, I experienced a ‘triple’ ND/OOB experience where my heart stopped three times via lightning charges, visiting the 6th heaven, Saturn.
