My experience of (I don't know how to call it)
Posted: Sat Dec 07, 2024 1:13 pm
Mid-November 2024.
A night like any other, I go to sleep. When I start to feel sleep coming over me, I feel like I'm floating.
Something like this had never happened to me, although I had heard of some NDE cases many years ago, I didn't give it much importance or credit.
I'm not religious, quite the opposite. I'm very skeptical and I never believed in gossip or cheap circus.
I describe what happens next in parts, although it was all at once:
I'm overcome by a feeling of pure love, it was so great and sudden that I was amazed. A love that is not of our dimension and that has no barriers or limits.
I'm overcome by a feeling of indescribable peace, joy and well-being. Everything IS as it should be, everything is fine and everything is correct, everything has a reason.
I'm overcome by a feeling of total understanding that I can't remember because this human brain can't understand, but my "mind" (or whatever it's called) does it with total clarity and naturalness.
I am overcome with a feeling of belonging to everything and everyone, connected to every particle of the universe. I feel like I am part of a whole and at the same time I am everything.
It is my home, I belong here. The other was temporary and although I understand the reason I cannot explain it.
This experience lasted a few seconds, I think. I don't know, maybe 5-10 seconds.
I didn't see any lights, sounds, voices or anything that is reported in other NDEs. Maybe because I wasn't there long enough? I don't know.
When I come back to my body I feel nothing but disappointment. Disappointment because it was so simple, beautiful and glorious that you don't want to go back. Going back to the hardships of living in this world that we sometimes consider unfair, painful, chaotic and meaningless is not easy or encouraging.
I will always be grateful for this "free sample" that I have been given, to be able to see what "the other side" is.
Now I am looking for a new meaning to living in this world. A sense to guide me, a goal to follow.
So far, after a month, I simply dedicate myself to researching and reading cases of NDE testimonies and drawing my conclusions.
Apparently my case is somewhat special, since there is no evidence that I have suffered any kind of death (at least I did not feel physical discomfort before/during/after the experience).
I hope to be able to contact people who have had a similar experience, or at least join an NDE group to share knowledge and strengthen those ties that exist but in this world we do not see.
A hug to everyone, we are all one.
A night like any other, I go to sleep. When I start to feel sleep coming over me, I feel like I'm floating.
Something like this had never happened to me, although I had heard of some NDE cases many years ago, I didn't give it much importance or credit.
I'm not religious, quite the opposite. I'm very skeptical and I never believed in gossip or cheap circus.
I describe what happens next in parts, although it was all at once:
I'm overcome by a feeling of pure love, it was so great and sudden that I was amazed. A love that is not of our dimension and that has no barriers or limits.
I'm overcome by a feeling of indescribable peace, joy and well-being. Everything IS as it should be, everything is fine and everything is correct, everything has a reason.
I'm overcome by a feeling of total understanding that I can't remember because this human brain can't understand, but my "mind" (or whatever it's called) does it with total clarity and naturalness.
I am overcome with a feeling of belonging to everything and everyone, connected to every particle of the universe. I feel like I am part of a whole and at the same time I am everything.
It is my home, I belong here. The other was temporary and although I understand the reason I cannot explain it.
This experience lasted a few seconds, I think. I don't know, maybe 5-10 seconds.
I didn't see any lights, sounds, voices or anything that is reported in other NDEs. Maybe because I wasn't there long enough? I don't know.
When I come back to my body I feel nothing but disappointment. Disappointment because it was so simple, beautiful and glorious that you don't want to go back. Going back to the hardships of living in this world that we sometimes consider unfair, painful, chaotic and meaningless is not easy or encouraging.
I will always be grateful for this "free sample" that I have been given, to be able to see what "the other side" is.
Now I am looking for a new meaning to living in this world. A sense to guide me, a goal to follow.
So far, after a month, I simply dedicate myself to researching and reading cases of NDE testimonies and drawing my conclusions.
Apparently my case is somewhat special, since there is no evidence that I have suffered any kind of death (at least I did not feel physical discomfort before/during/after the experience).
I hope to be able to contact people who have had a similar experience, or at least join an NDE group to share knowledge and strengthen those ties that exist but in this world we do not see.
A hug to everyone, we are all one.