I just realized something essential; what really came first was not nothing, like the bible says. first was God - and with him was love and light and joy and and and .... that's the natural condition. and THEN came the Ego and turned away from all this and invented "nothing" and the darkne...

I've just been thinking about how much i'd like it to be quiet and calm today..
that's the age! i think, you're right. thank you .
maybe i should wait a few more years with getting old. maybe until my children live their own lifes.