Ohhh, thank you Dirk!
I just developped something really essential: How i "make time". I do actually feel it on my skin, when i do it! It tickles and kind of feels as if my arms would elongate for a split second:
It (sometimes) happens, when i make a problem out of something. I never understood why this strange shift in my perception happens. i was not even fully aware of it. until today, when i read your post, dirk.
I know myself, what it feels like, to love someone who is not there. it happens all the time.
of course there is andreas whom i only met a few times before he crossed over or elage whom i only met once - it felt like a reunion - and the next moment he was dead.
but there are also people around me that i love, when i think about them - and rarely when they are actually there.
it's just the way it is. no problem.
this way of looking at it, will help me to get rid of my "time producing" ability;
i'll get to the end of time, when i stop making time nessecary to help me solve my problems.
just stop seeing problems.
that's where "the course" comes in very handy

thank you dirk, thank you gary renard.