The nine kingdoms.
Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2024 2:34 am
As a former religious person, I only had religion to explain these experiences.
As per my other threads, I grew up in a brutal and painful household, and I nearly died there.
This trauma, was a foundation of my humanness, whereupon I was a cruel, violent, vicious, cowardly, and awful individual, though I, "Did my best".
When I was younger, I died in a hospital, then returned in what I call, a "return from death experience."
I turned to drugs for a time, where I overdosed twice, before a wolf, at a wolf sanctuary, bonded with me- and became my reason for living. (I chose to live, because of him.)
However, I remained, a fairly, adverse person.
I remember, mourning, deep within my spirit/gut area, that wolf-people did not exist, and more than that, that hot wolf-women also, did not exist, because, I desired one to be my wife, more than, just about, anything.
Well, I had a brutal spiritual experience at the wolf sanctuary, where I felt my "soul" (now I realize, it was a clone body.) get ripped apart and twisted up in horrendous agony- and I could feel it, every day since then.
Fast forward to 2021 (I am 45. Tempted to put a decimal before the 4, as my EDC is a Glock 21 haha) March, whereupon I received the first of three, life changing OBE experiences, whereupon, I met an actual, real-life, wolf girl!
And yes, she is unfathomably beautiful to me, she is so attractive, I am almost in tears over it, thinking about her.
I also became aware of a number of human-animal hybrid folk living in Antarctica, and the same consciousness transfer technology, that was left here, by the ancient of ancients. Some of it is spoken of in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth.
So, I began to inquire as to what our past life circumstances were, (She was angry with me. Hell hath no fury like a scorned wolf woman!)
I began to become aware, that I had many clone bodies, as my origin, is not human, though I have a human body. I am, "Valuable" and, "Useful" for various things, and adverse beings have decided to try to trick me and take advantage of me, or, at least, they were.
Well, I stumbled across a very disturbing video (Before the OBEs of the wolf girl.) that was, of a Korean artist, who was taken, to "hell" for religious reasons.
While I reject the religiosity of it entirely, it did get me to think (Also there were wolf people there! Do I have to go to hell to get a hot wolf wife??) about the dynamics of, who ends up there, for how long, and why.
The answers were as terrifying as they were edifying.
It turns out, that much of the religious myth, stems from these places being an actual thing.
What I understand:
"You" do not end up in hell, Your clone body does. Humans who say, "There is nothing but blackness after death" usually do not have a clone body. For them, yes, death is the end.
"Hell" is a good thing! I was shown that if it was not for these hell realms, that life here on the surface of this planet, would be, "Hell on earth" and much more adverse than it is, now.
If you watch the video, there are clearly engineered walls in some of those realms. That means, someone had to build them! Who, and why?
From what I understand, the ancients needed a prison to contain, adverse spirits (adverse consciousness connecting with vulnerable living things.) and to try to separate the darkness, from beingness.
However, at some point, the old "rulers" of those realms, either were defeated or passed on themselves, and new regime changes were made.
This has been a sort of chaotic change, however,
One of the kingdoms, early on in my awakening, asked me, if I would like to be a resident there. They showed me a list of rules I would have to agree to. I did not particularly like some of the rules, however, I do somewhat regret not taking them up on it.
One of my clones in one of the hell realms, began to be "kicked out" of there, I asked them why they are ejecting me, they told me, "Because you do not belong here."
Apparently, if you learn your lesson, you are ejected.
Some beings have been there for a long, long time- they are not getting out. They are incapable of changing. There are beings there, that will never leave, and other beings, that succumbed to the adverse treatment and have, essentially, experienced, "Permanent death"
As per my other threads, I grew up in a brutal and painful household, and I nearly died there.
This trauma, was a foundation of my humanness, whereupon I was a cruel, violent, vicious, cowardly, and awful individual, though I, "Did my best".
When I was younger, I died in a hospital, then returned in what I call, a "return from death experience."
I turned to drugs for a time, where I overdosed twice, before a wolf, at a wolf sanctuary, bonded with me- and became my reason for living. (I chose to live, because of him.)
However, I remained, a fairly, adverse person.
I remember, mourning, deep within my spirit/gut area, that wolf-people did not exist, and more than that, that hot wolf-women also, did not exist, because, I desired one to be my wife, more than, just about, anything.
Well, I had a brutal spiritual experience at the wolf sanctuary, where I felt my "soul" (now I realize, it was a clone body.) get ripped apart and twisted up in horrendous agony- and I could feel it, every day since then.
Fast forward to 2021 (I am 45. Tempted to put a decimal before the 4, as my EDC is a Glock 21 haha) March, whereupon I received the first of three, life changing OBE experiences, whereupon, I met an actual, real-life, wolf girl!
And yes, she is unfathomably beautiful to me, she is so attractive, I am almost in tears over it, thinking about her.
I also became aware of a number of human-animal hybrid folk living in Antarctica, and the same consciousness transfer technology, that was left here, by the ancient of ancients. Some of it is spoken of in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth.
So, I began to inquire as to what our past life circumstances were, (She was angry with me. Hell hath no fury like a scorned wolf woman!)
I began to become aware, that I had many clone bodies, as my origin, is not human, though I have a human body. I am, "Valuable" and, "Useful" for various things, and adverse beings have decided to try to trick me and take advantage of me, or, at least, they were.
Well, I stumbled across a very disturbing video (Before the OBEs of the wolf girl.) that was, of a Korean artist, who was taken, to "hell" for religious reasons.
While I reject the religiosity of it entirely, it did get me to think (Also there were wolf people there! Do I have to go to hell to get a hot wolf wife??) about the dynamics of, who ends up there, for how long, and why.
The answers were as terrifying as they were edifying.
It turns out, that much of the religious myth, stems from these places being an actual thing.
What I understand:
"You" do not end up in hell, Your clone body does. Humans who say, "There is nothing but blackness after death" usually do not have a clone body. For them, yes, death is the end.
"Hell" is a good thing! I was shown that if it was not for these hell realms, that life here on the surface of this planet, would be, "Hell on earth" and much more adverse than it is, now.
If you watch the video, there are clearly engineered walls in some of those realms. That means, someone had to build them! Who, and why?
From what I understand, the ancients needed a prison to contain, adverse spirits (adverse consciousness connecting with vulnerable living things.) and to try to separate the darkness, from beingness.
However, at some point, the old "rulers" of those realms, either were defeated or passed on themselves, and new regime changes were made.
This has been a sort of chaotic change, however,
One of the kingdoms, early on in my awakening, asked me, if I would like to be a resident there. They showed me a list of rules I would have to agree to. I did not particularly like some of the rules, however, I do somewhat regret not taking them up on it.
One of my clones in one of the hell realms, began to be "kicked out" of there, I asked them why they are ejecting me, they told me, "Because you do not belong here."
Apparently, if you learn your lesson, you are ejected.
Some beings have been there for a long, long time- they are not getting out. They are incapable of changing. There are beings there, that will never leave, and other beings, that succumbed to the adverse treatment and have, essentially, experienced, "Permanent death"