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On April 2 I had an NDE. From the experience I can tell you for certain that it is a DMT (appropriately called the Spirit Molecule) experience and not a 5-methoxy-DMT experience. I’ve done the Toad. (5-MeO). I have not journeyed on DMT. There is one difference in the two journeys. 5-MeO has very little auditory effect. DMT does. My head had a loud buzzing sound. I am an expert meditator and can produce it with a breathing technique. There is a distinct buzz. Something I did not experience in my Toad journey. So there you go.

You called DMT a "spirit molecule". What does that mean? What was your experience like? Most people have no experience with hallucinogens and would not understand, including myself. I am genuinely curious, though.

The Spirit Molecule is a term used for DMT. 5-MeO-DMT is called the God Molecule. Both very appropriate as a 5-MeO-DMT is the most powerful experience possible. You learn from God with it. (If you believe in God, I don’t.) I think why DMT is called the Spirit Molecule as it has been assumed it is DMT that is produced as your spirit leaves you body.

What I experienced was this.
I was standing at my door looking at my view. I love the view. I had bad pains in the chest knew I was having a heart attack and all of a sudden I just felt euphoric. Fantastic, best I’ve ever felt with no pain. I then I felt that I was lifting. I couldn’t understand. I was stretching up. Thought I’d touch the ceiling. A loud buzz started in my head. Then it went dark just slowly at first but then snapped dark quickly. I saw in the centre of that blackness there was white. The white started to expand until it was completely white. It had a grey spider web like structure. It then got brighter and brighter and then I realised what was going on. I turned around because I knew I had to sit down. I walked to my lounge around it and turned without being able to see. I sat down as the pressure seemed to be relieved and the veil lifted and I could see again. It was very similar to my Toad journeys. 5-Methoxy-DMT but the buzzing tells me it is not it but DMT produced at the final shutdown

There was one other component. My first hint, just as I felt euphoric, my vision became intense. Like there was another dimension to it. That’s common with most psychedelics.